As I was scrolling thru twitter, I realize many of my retweets were from people younger then me, to be more exact, around 16-17? It got me thinking back then was I as open as they are now, and my answer is yes.

But I also realize one thing, as I'm older, I close up a lot. Well many not just me, surrounding me are people who have close up too. Whatever happens to the opening up and also being yourself?I guess that doesn't happen in adulthoods any more. Reason being, there always a price to pay for everything you say. Now, I understand how did this idiom 童言无忌 comes from.

Because you are young, any statement you made, be it offensive or confessing, it doesn't really matters to others. Reason being, ur statement made will just be regards as immaturity in e adulthood's world even if you are just being frank.

As one grows up, you will realize no. Things no longer work this way. For every word and statement you've said or made, you have to pay a price for it. There is no such thing as taking back what you say, but what you say as of this moment, would be how others gonna judge you for the rest of your life.

This is also why, many a times We often hesitates to send out why we have to say to another person. Because one wrong thing say, you will be expecting the unexpected, and for that it can cause you to pay a lot. Of course, it might just be otherwise.

you are one blessed person, because you do not know what it feels like to go through that.
Maybe it really easy for guys to just say let go huh?
I don't know.




Dear God,

I'm hurt really. I can't pretend nothing happen, pretending I don't like him.

Neither can I ignore him like what he did to me.

Can you just heal me from what I'm now?

Can you keep me away from all these pain ever again?

Also lord, can I just pray for him to be forever happy? I don't want him to get hurt. Let them last, let him always smile. Just give him all e happiness he would ever find, and those that you have took away from mine.

Love my wallpaper! :)

This naughty boy, woke me up this morning!! Haha!!

As the maid went over sis house to pack luggage ytd night, mum have no one to help her with bby, she told him to come knock at my door and wake me up.

As I slept really late ytd night, like about 3 plus 4? I had trouble waking up this morning. So having this boy really woke me up like immediately!

And he started knocking with the toilet roll in his hand, he started shouting Wei!! Wei arx!! Up!! 书!! Haha..

From what I heard, mum was actually telling him:
“去叫薇阿姨起来， 叫她起来读书。”

Haha! My precious boy!

Updates tmr! :)

It's always Thank God It's Friday after Ramesh's torturing IB lesson :>

Met up with Eve after that, to have a chit-chat session + dinner!

Decided on Sushi Buffet @ Sakae Sushi! :> Last trip was ages ago!

Starts @ 6.30pm, went to Once Upon A Milkshake first! New found fav <3

But don't get why they must make their size so SMALL. -.-

Around an hour to go before we can start feasting, roaming around Scape.

Time to FEAST! ^^ Waiting for the clock to reach 6.30 was a tortureeee.

(Y) SO TUMBLR!

Yay FAVORITE FRIED TOFU! ^^

I LIKE SOUP!

Aiyo craving so badly for them now!

Annoying duck face. :D

POSTER EFFECT <3

Left Sakae @ 8.30! Ate for 2 hours! (:

PURDYYY CHRISTMAS TREE @ 313! :D

DAMN PERVERT.

we love toilets. :>

牆上靜止的鐘是為誰停留
是不是和我一樣賴著不走
你說故事已經結束　很久
我忘了　向前走

我努力假裝現在過得很好
現在的你看來已不需要我
也許在不同的時空
還牽著　你的手

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到　你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是誰呢?

想知道你真的過得好嗎
沒有我也許是種解脫
將思念穿梭在宇宙數千光年
悄悄到　你身邊

現在我試著習慣一個人過
也許你已經開始新的生活
陪著我的叫做寂寞
陪你的　是誰呢?

也許在不同的時空
還牽著　你的手




Someone once told me this, 

As I fetched daddy home earlier on, we had a chat in the car.
Maybe that was when I finally realize how much my parent hope for me to continue my study.
If possible, oversea.
haha.
I guess that what every parent hope for?
But I really don't know what I want now, so I just told him that I hope to stop school for a year before further deciding on what there for me.
Just wanna work my ass off for this one year, and get my thoughts right.

Dance, or studies?

Just as he said, studying requires huge financial support.
I'm not from a wealthy family, but they still hopes for me to study oversea.
Get a good degree, and of course, a fruitful career.
He hopes for me to save up now, and they will then help me with the rest.
Come to think of it, it not that easy.
Studying oversea, not only there is the school fees to worry about, but also, the boarding, this and that.
Everything requires money.
of course, it requires interest.

THIS.



is where my interest sparks me.
To dance without worries, to dance without freedom.
Most importantly, to be me.
The lady who expressed herself through dance, the one who tells a story through dance.
The one, who not afraid to be her when she on the dance floor.
Just her.
That me.

jin tian wo mei hua shuo le, yin wei shi jian jiu ting liu zai na yi tian. 

jin tian wo ku le, bu shi yin wei wo sheng bing, kan xi deng deng.

er shi yin wei wo zhen de xin tong ler, zhen de hen tong.

Wo hao xiang zhi dao wo men zhi jian dao di fa sheng le she me shi.

Ni neng da fu wo ma?

Wo zhi dao ni xi huan shang le ling yi ge ta, ke shi lian zuo peng you ye duo bu xing ma?

guan xin ni, hao xiang cheng wei le wo wu fa gai bian de shi shi.

Kan dao ni you yi dian fan nao, jiu xiang bang ni fen dang. 

Ke ni lian da fu ye bu gei, ni zhi dao wo you duo xin tong ma?

Ye xu shi wo tai tian zhen, zhen de tai tian zhen le.

yi zhi yi wei mei guan xi, cong di yi tian kai shi dao xian zai.

ren wei yi qie de dian dian di di dou mei guan xi

fa sheng de shi qing ye mei guan xi

ren wei dang ni zuo de na yi tian wo hui hen xiao sha.

dan wo cuo le.

wo rang zi ji yue xian yue sheng, pa bu qi lai le.

Hen zao yi qian yi kao shu zi ji yao fang qi, 

dan xin shi zhong mei you na yi fen yong qi.

Shi tian hou, wo hai jian de dao ni ma?

Hai shi shi wo yi ge ren ba yan lei liu gan ne?

wo bu zhi dao wo ye bu xiang qu xiang.

wo zhi dao, wo de xin, hai ting liu zai tong yi ge di fang.

jiu shi dang ni bao zhe wo de na yi ge shi hou.

 I'm not being emotional, just to emphasize.
I'm grateful for all you people's care and concern.
But I'm really fine. :)
Falling sick this time round really makes me awake.
Make me very aware of what my heart has been thinking all these while.
Words really can't express how it feels to be in my position now,
I feel so invisible to you.
I feel so small in front of you.
yet, it comes to me that when I need comfort, the first person I thought of was you.
When I wanna talk to someone, it always you..
everything always you.
I really wanna let go, or maybe I should say, that's my only choice.
But Wo zhen de fang bu xia!
ni jiao jiao wo hao bu hao?

Someone just asked me what makes me feel better, and the first direct answer that comes to my mind was you. Are you still the guy I know? The one who shows me the rainbow, the guy who make me laugh and told me that he will hug me whenever I'm sad, are u still you?

i don't know why.

I'm not expecting to find a prince charming, but I just can't let u go.

I told myself I should have forget you, you have ur own freedom.

Ur own happiness, but I can't.

I really can't.

:(

Every night it’s all the same
You’re frozen by the phone
You wait, something’s changed
You blame yourself every day
You’d do it again
Every night

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

When you were young
Scared of the night
Waiting for love to come along
And make it right
Your day will come, the past is gone
So take your time
And live and let live

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love

Don’t fight
Don’t hide
Those stars in your eyes (in your eyes)
Let em’ shine tonight
Let em’ shine tonight

Hang on
Hang in
For the ride of your life
It’s gonna be alright
Hold on tight

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh

There’s something ’bout love
That breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh
It sets you free

There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees (to your knees)
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love


Whoa oh oh oh..
Set’s you free
There’s something bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain

My greatest joy everyday! :D

Congrats babe! Last long and be happy!

Thanks for being there for me always when I needed you. :)

I hope you are alright, or whoever that there for the reason you have to go.

See you soon.

misses.

Photos uploads!! :D

Alright, I shall do a little photo upload today..

(Saturday)

Belly dance class

Finally gotten my hip scarf and use it for the first time. :)

♥♥♥ !Sentosa with baby! ♥♥♥

The day where both mummy & daddy went to Casino with elder sis,,

and Darius was *entrusted* in my care.. hahah!

Our lovely alone time!

(:Brought him to Candylicious and bought some chocolates & candies:)

After which we continue walking into Sentosa,

somewhere near the Merlion walk.

And Baby decided that he wants to take Luge, so up we go via the Skyride,

and off to luge.. :)

I wasn't very willing to do so as I was wearing a dress, and there was only 2 of us..

which mean boarding and getting off the skyride I've to be very careful with him!

We decided to try this new trail called the Dragon trail..

hahah! the turns are definitely sharper and more steep compare to the other one..

Fun and after which, we headed to Mac and got a Ice-cream before heading back up to the Merlion. :)

Baby comparing who have bigger mouth! haha!!

And we headed back to RWS as the Halloween is about to start and baby quite disturb by some of the *monster*.

So we went back to the water fountain where he had his fun over there,, :)

And we waited for the adults to come out from Casino..

(Sunday)

Sisters' outing

All 5 of us, headed out to Kbox for a karaoke session! :)

While we were eating at Just Acia before heading for K~~ :)

Back home:)

(Thursday)

Second visit to the doctor in 2 weeks time.

Yes, like my fren say, my pills are super colourful.(T.T)

(Saturday)

Meet up with Lina babe! :)

Standing beside her, I feel so white sey!! :(

But I always have fun with her!! :D

All photos were taken at *Scape by the way! :)

And as always, when u have ladies plus camera, it sums up to snap snap!! :D

Decided to have some fun with this app call WECAM!! :D

Love this picture alot!! hahah!

Eh, haha! some funny moment with babe!

Decided to have some fun with her sunglasses!! ehehex.. ^.^

But it seems a little too big for my face!! hahaha!!

Ok, back to the normal cam! :)

And we decided to do some reflection shots!!..

but look at my dear girl!! hahah!

She actually went to view photo rather than having it in camera mode.

Now my phone turn! hahah!

And we change to Pudding Camera!! haha!!

We are trying to take an exact one, where each of us is inside the line!

After many attempts to do so, we finally succeed! :D

So, we change to the next camera app, *LEME*

Lastly, we did a final try on *comics* cam app, and we headed down to Sakae! :)

Pretty Long queue actually! haha,

we were waiting for people to finish their buffet fast!!

And we got out seats!! :D

First time in Sakae buffet we actually ate last than 20 plates!! haha!! *.*

And thats all! :D

More photos will be uploaded when the babe upload hers! :D